Nothing left… but death

at a point in my life where it feels death is the only option ….. death is the only way out this ….. God’s help me…….

2014 still no room for expression … but on ur private tumbler ♥

So ….. I’m back .. my emotions and mental state is unbalanced …. I’m still dealing with things insecurely and immaturely .. And again I take responsibility for my short comings … I realize I’ve participated in acts that brought on even more ill feelings … feelings of replacement , feelings of me against everybody … feelings of unworthiness and going in and out of depression . I’m selfish in wanting things I see others get… I’m envious of the sweet things I see other men exhibit for the apple of their eyes … the level of expression I give of my love for u goes unnoticed … but the second you suspect something is negatively said towards you… ohhh you can count on a comment … response to the wrong shit is what cause my cattiness … I understand as a man there’s things u feel u are entitled to…. question .. where do I fit in at all if all focus is on u…. why am I ask what I want to do if its not going to be adhered too.. I don’t kno … I’m becoming accustomed to Disappointment … Neglect and straight shots to the person that I am… I’m too loud… lazy…. watch wshh all day … badgirls ambassador … wow if only I could throw niggas for a loop I would be good ……

kaoir:

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kaoir:

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Cuzin kurt <3 (Taken with Instagram)

Cuzin kurt <3 (Taken with Instagram)

Owwww tha Birthday Man!!! (Taken with Instagram)

Owwww tha Birthday Man!!! (Taken with Instagram)

Happy Birthday Boogz &lt;3 (Taken with Instagram)

Happy Birthday Boogz <3 (Taken with Instagram)

This my Heart&#8230;  (Taken with Instagram)

This my Heart… (Taken with Instagram)